I promised myself and Daddy early-on that I wouldn't engage either of the kids on anything that happens in Biomom's world. For one, it makes me uncomfortable to hear about Biomom and her boyfriend, and for another, it just doesn't seem like a good idea to ask the kids specifics about what goes on outside of our world. Life is confusing enough to little kids, they don't need to be questioned by their guardians. That being said, Eve has been using me lately as a sounding board for her "issues" in Biomom's world.
I have a short-list of ways I respond to Eve when she talks to me about her other world; for good things I tell her that I'm happy that she's happy, for the bad things I tell her "oh, that's a bummer", or "That's too bad kiddo". As hard as it is for me not to dig deeper into her grievances, to make it all better and help talk her through it, that's Daddy and Biomom's job. I think it's my responsibility though, especially at Eve's age, to let Daddy in on what exactly she shares with me. Lately Eve's been concerned with interstate travel (long drives in a car when she could be with us or her grandparents), and with the frequent addition of Biomom's boyfriends' 3 children into their home. I can't imagine being Eve's age and having to share your home with 3 new children who weren't raised with the same values and behavior standards.
As recently as last week, little Eve shared with me that she did NOT want to travel to another state to visit the other kids and they haven't exactly been that nice to Adam and Eve while staying with them at Biomom's home. My heart breaks for her, but it's not my place to do anything but let Daddy know. After dropping the kiddos off at Biomom's house, Daddy and I discussed what Eve told me and he was concerned enough to confront Biomom about what was happening. Unfortunately parenting isn't always by the book and while one parent tries to do the right thing, another parent may not. Instead of discussing Eve's problem between themselves, Biomom confronted Eve and made her confess through her tears on the phone, that she lied about not liking the Boyfriends' kids.
I know what you're thinking....believe me...despicable and foul and wrong and un-mommy-like were the words that rushed through my head too! How could someone be so callous? As always, I try to put things into perspective and in this instance I put myself in Biomom's shoes. Here is her ex-husband telling her that Eve told him something that maybe she didn't know. Biomom's first reaction was probably to go straight to Eve and ask pointedly "Why don't you like Boyfriend's kids?!" If I was 7 I'd probably back-track and either lie or say whatever needed to be said to get my mom to stop being mad at me. Daddy and I don't know yet what led to the tearful phone call or what happened on the interstate trip to visit those kids, we can only hope that something good can come from this and communication between Eve and Biomom can focus on why Eve feels the way she does about the Boyfriends' kids.
I wonder what we could have done differently to prevent the outcome? Did I do the right thing by letting Daddy know what his daughter told me in confidence? Was Biomom right or wrong in confronting Eve so abruptly about her feelings? Advice, sympathy and similar stories are greatly appreciated.
-Stepwhatever